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Hello everyone! I haven't had alot of free time lately...between work, taking care of my kids when I get home, & trying my best to pay my bills. I am still praying for a way for our family to live with less stress from struggling so hard! I'm actually a very hard but tired worker....not being able to move up in life is really taking its toll sometimes...! I am not wining either but sick of missing out on more good quality time with my kids & having more fun together! I can't because of having to be at work, & yes I'm thankful nfor my job for sure....but working so much and for so long that my kids don't even have a look of hope anymore...because of things never changing. After, I...the one who they have looked up to...has not been able to back up my promises to them. Meaning, I have always told them to never give up or lose hope, that we would eventually be able to have that kind of time because it would get better...! Now, to be honest....I don't know anymore! All, I can do is not give up for sure but feel like I might not get that chance. Because, my children are growing up so fast, my daughter is now 18, my oldest son is 11, & my other son is 9....Sometimes, it really hurts to know that I, might not make it...because even though I try not to show it.....my health as we speak is really not good like they think. I am honestly tired! But, not of trying.....I will never give up no matter what unless ofcourse....its my time to leave this world!! But, I want to have that chance/moment with my kids before I do! I am keeping my faith & hope alive even if I sound down.....Lets all pray together for each other, we all need Jesus for sure!!!